"I'll paint you mornings of gold, I'll spin you valentine evenings. Though we're strangers 'till now, we're choosing the path between the stars. I'll leave my love between the stars."
I have things I need to respond to, and things I might update about (pictures, & "Doctor Who"), but I had Christmas to deal with and now that I'm finished that and my Seven for The ZE Fans Collab Project I plan to watch old movies & sleep for the next few days (I am mourning that a lot of my old film noirs developed mould on the VHSes and were thrown-out). I am just feeling so exhausted, pointless, & worthless right now. I wish I had better things to comfort or say, and that I wasn't so anxious, especially to contact people. I wish when I did put myself out & vulnerable that I just didn't end-up feeling stupid. I didn't post a wishlist or anything this year because I didn't feel like it mattered if I did or not, and most of the things I want are immaterial or pathetic. I did manage to clean part of my room finally though.
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