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| | Tags: | csi | | Current Music: | Club Foot -- Kasabian | | Current Location: | Brickyard Road | | Security: | | | Subject: | Waah?xCSIxBoo-Poo | | Time: | 09:43 pm | | Current Mood: |  seductive |
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| Back to posting with my phone as to keep my line free. Also my blood-pressure is low so I am prefering to watch TV from my bed instead of play anymore Bloodlines. I decided to try a Ventrue this morning. Madison DeLasky is her name. Domination does the job like Seduction but it isnt as fun. Trance though makes feeding in public possible on the fly. Vomiting all over is not cool though. CSI Miami upset me. I am kinda confused though as I missed more than 1/2 of it because I dozed-off. Major Spoiler follows!Horatio may be dead! He was shot...Wolfe may be a mole too. EDIT--- Good luck Armie tomorrow on the Drivering-Learning!!!~♥ | comments: Leave a comment    |
| . . . actually, I didn't go today. I haven't had time to sit down and catch up with you, Kun, and everyone else online since before finals and it just hit me that I only have a week to get Kun's birthday present ready.
The class is offered twice every week - Tuesdays at 4 PM and Saturdays a 9 AM - so I'll certainly be able to go another time. Within the month. I really have to stop putting driving off.
I've never really used Domination in Bloodlines. Tremere have it, but Sonjya pretty much stuck exclusively to Thaumaturgy. It's really all you need. | | (Reply) (Thread) |
| Go on Gizmo then *rawrrr*! XD [or call me; as I want you! (in a non-sexual way unless you requested otherwise *snort* Then I would 'commandeer' you like whoa XD *lmao*)]
If you can graduate from university, then you can get your lisense hun' ;P
I love it! I Tranced the homeless-guy in the alley at the start so he wouldn't see me feed on the "I am waiting for my car mechanic" guy! I also used Presence on a thug and then I fed off him in combat! I think I'll make Maddie a brawler but have high Domination or Presence! I am surprisingly enjoying being kinda a dominatrix...should I seek help for that?
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| You want to 'commandeer' me? What kind of sexual request is that? Because if you want to put me in a KGB uniform and then strap me to the bed and have your wicked way with me, then . . . wait. That sounds a lot like a Man From U.N.C.L.E. episode. Except with 1960s censorship.
Seriously, though, I can't catch up with LJ if I'm talking to you elsewhere. Especially since I can't multitask during conversations. All my attention is on you, my dear.
I've been told that the driving test isn't very hard and apparently everyone else can learn to do it, but driving still makes me nervous. Like I'm responsible for everyone's life on the road, even though that may not be logical. There's also the small issue where there's nowhere around here I want to go and the slightly larger issue that we don't really have an appropriate vehicle for me to drive, but I shall stop complaining and just do it.
I am surprisingly enjoying being kinda a dominatrix...should I seek help for that?
Somehow, I am not surprised. :p I am doomed to be uke, aren't I?
Also, the female Malkavian character actually has a dominatrix outfit. Of sorts.
Edit: I accidentally deleted one of LJ's comment notifier for you, so if there's something you posted that I didn't respond to, please let me know. x_x
Edit the second, son of Edit: Never mind; I found the comment. ^^
Edited at 2008-05-21 07:22 pm (UTC) | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| | "then" what? >;3 Also it wouldnt be wicked unless you wanted it to be *lick* [can I dress as a pirate-age admiral though or wear a corset? And you call me "m'lady"?] Im scared of having a accident myself. "Im doomed to be uke, arent I?" Uke to me? Im not sure...I personally am not into S&M, but if you want me to be your seme then I'd have to think about it...how do you feel about handcuffs?
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| Then they all lived happily ever after with their kinky sex and their button collection.
Careful where you lick; it may taste like menthol. :p
'M'lady' isn't a very fearsome title. Seems like most dominatrices have over the top titles, like Mistress of Pain or something. Not that I know.
. . . on second thought, I like 'm'lady'. ^^
..how do you feel about handcuffs?
We lost our pair. It was very sad. ;_;
Seriously, though, the only time I've been handcuffed was the first time I was at Kun's house and Jay decided it would be funny to handcuff me to the kitchen chair. And then Rusty (a dog) stepped on my foot.
I don't think I'm 'into' any specific sexual practises since my relationship to sex is, well, ambiguous. Which isn't to say that I never think about it or that I never want it, but those times tend to be the exception rather than the rule. Low libido? | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| ...until Lestat's ego exploded...and ruined the drapes.*lick* Oops! Right in the eye. Im not that "fearsome" to be truthful. I also am not apt at causing pain...I wouldnt make a good Dominatrix, but call me "m'lady" during kinky sex. If I bring a pair, you can handcuff me wherever you please~*snort* I like flirting with you because it is fun & I feel it is safe. I also like gaining back the confidence. I doubt you would ever be interested in me like that. Also you like someone else, and my own libido is way too high to be your lover anyway I think. Though I still love to tease you babe~ >;3
Edited at 2008-05-27 11:15 pm (UTC) | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| Ewww, exploded ego. *picks up a piece of the rainbow-coloured gooey mess*
I wouldnt make a good Dominatrix, but call me "m'lady" during kinky sex.
Would Kio like being called "m'lady"? :p (Kinky Ritsuka/Kio sex?!)
If I bring a pair, you can handcuff me wherever you please~*snort*
Yes ma'am.
And yes, you are the only person I've flirted with. (See what you've done! :p) It's a bit odd, but fun, and I'm sometimes amazed at how easy it comes, especially during Crack. Sadly, I think you're right that our libidos are incompatible. (Ironically, Kun has even less of a libido than I do, but she makes sexual comments far easier.)
I actually re-looked at that beautiful DeviantArt drawing I have of Armand and my hair's almost exactly the right length on the bottom right now. (It's so weird for it to be long enough to put up in a pony tail. o_0) I'd have to keep growing out my bangs, but I might dye it auburn after PortCon and we finish any Loveless and Hikaru no Go photoshoots we want to do. Also, my hair doesn't hold curls at all because it's so thin, but I could try. | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| | Will Armand pay Dan-Dan to clean it up now? I wonder if it smells...*cries over Lestat and the drapes* I dare say the rugs have been ruined too... *moves in close and breathily whispers in you ear* Yes...anything for you my dear...but only uttered from but your lips...[I am not a pervert. If you want me Ric-chan, you will have to wait a few years~] Sadly I think I will fail at bringing such lovely toys with me. But ev'r we meet after-within breath's spanse-I shall be but only and all of your's to ensnare in cuffs & chain. I do love it though~[I have ruined you ;_;] I think I would either get very frustrated, or scared, or you would 'tame the beast' *snorts* But seriously you are wonderful and will make someone special very happy. You are precious babes. (I think you that when more time has passed for their body and spirit to heal that you tell them how you feel...I really dont think the tension is good or that it will hurt your relationship because of how strong it is and how close you are. ^^;
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| | And Kio tops, except on occasions! Blame "Orthello: Tragety of The Moor" for the odd talking! I cant help it right now D; so I just went with it...it will even-out by next we speak... | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| Will Armand pay Dan-Dan to clean it up now?
Dan-Dan? [Crack!Armand: Is that some kind of sexual dance? Because Marius is bad enough, asking me to clean up his paints in a lolita outfit.]
I imagine that Lestat!ego would smell like cake. The kind with the icing that is far too sweet. :p
Exactly how old does Ritsuka have to be before it's not perversion anymore? For that matter, is Kio the same age as Soubi? (I think Kio would certainly top Soubi, but Ritsuka can have his aggressive side . . . although only after a time. Besides, he's used to chains from fighting with Soubi.)
But ev'r we meet after-within breath's spanse-I shall be but only and all of your's to ensnare in cuffs & chain.
Shakespeare and the joys of kink?
I think I would either get very frustrated, or scared, or you would 'tame the beast' *snorts*
Scared? And 'taming the beast' gives me some very odd mental pictures. I would think that frustrated would be the most likely. Unless you're able to discover my hidden libido that is suddenly insatiable after being suppressed all these years. :p
I think you that when more time has passed for their body and spirit to heal that you tell them how you feel...I really dont think the tension is good or that it will hurt your relationship because of how strong it is and how close you are. ^^;
I've thought the same thing, but the time just never feels right. Either they have a boyfriend, or are recovering from a breakup with a boyfriend, or dealing with health issues/financial stresses/university assignments.
And then there are the times when I'm uncertain. If we're really a good match. The last thing I want to do is hurt them more. I think there's also a level where I'm scared of losing them and so I purposefully try to avoid any confrontational or touchy subjects.
"Why, he wondered, was it the people one held in the most innocent affection who so often demanded from one the most atrocious treachery?"
Sometimes it feels like that. Not their fault most of the time, but it's like I'm overly attuned to every nuance and even the slightest sign of . . . not displeasure or mistrust, but a lack of understanding . . . can cut deep. And rarely, I find myself wanting to respond with anger - 'it's not fair that you should have this power over me and have no idea what you're doing; it would be easier not to feel at all.'
If the tension mounted to a point where I just couldn't take it anymore, that would unfortunately be very true to character for me.
"You see, he--I think he quite likes me, and he mustn't ever know. It would spoil his life, and there's no need. I wonder if this wasn't meant to happen. One gives oneself away without meaning to. It's much more important he should be all right."
That's sometimes what it feels like too. 'As long as they're alright; I can handle it.' In the long run, though, it may only serve to suppress the tension until it reaches a critical point.
It's unfortunate; I think we all have a tendency to get so caught up in our own problems (myself included) that we miss what other people are going through.
I'm very glad, though, that you're there. In a sense, my relationship with you is even more open and free because I'm not afraid of saying anything to you and you're not shy about broaching topics with me.
Edited at 2008-06-16 09:24 pm (UTC) | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| | Mr.Malloy?[how much cleaning do you actually manage to get done?] So it goes well with tea then? And The Brat Prince took that as a compliment...something about being called a sweety by a beautiful woman named Armand-something or other... I guess about 17? I think they are the same age. [*pish!* Kio always tops D: (though chains are welcome!)] Do you want to try?~ Ah dear Billie Shakes! I get stuck in a artistic/convoluted speech-pattern afterwards, and once I get started with it, I can go for hours...I want you to handcuff me~ I think I would be scared to touch you, or dirty you. I dont think I am suitable enough to 'capture your ears'. Care to share with me these mental images my darling?*lick* I am not that bad--I can be satisfied! I think that already you make me furfilled without a relationship and not in a romantic way, that if I dated you that you could "tame" my libido actually. I will continue replying to the rest later!
Edited at 2008-06-17 02:36 pm (UTC) | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
| Mr.Malloy?
Daniel?
Ohhhh.
I don't know why it took me so long to get that. x_x
And yes, Armand can pay Daniel instead. Because somewhere between The Vampire Lestat and The Queen of the Damned, Armand acquired a ton of money.
But Marius still wants to watch Armand. [Hence why only about ten minutes of cleaning is accomplished. :p]
Lestat!ego only goes well with Chai tea. Because it considers black too bland, green too weak, and wants you to go out on a sugar high, apparently.
And The Brat Prince took that as a compliment...something about being called a sweety by a beautiful woman named Armand-something or other...
Armand: *seethes with fury and tosses Lestat off a waterfall*
I thought Soubi was 20? It never said he was a freshman in university, did it? Holy crap, Soubi's younger than me. He certainly doesn't act like it. o_o
I get stuck in a artistic/convoluted speech-pattern afterwards, and once I get started with it, I can go for hours...
I know what you mean. My writing style tends to change with my moods and with what I've last read. Reading Mary Renault especially has that effect. Should I bring The Last of the Wine, too? It's the one with Phaedo set in Athens.
Care to share with me these mental images my darling?*lick*
Oh, nothing much. Just collars and leashes and no riding crops. *innocent*
I think that already you make me furfilled without a relationship and not in a romantic way, that if I dated you that you could "tame" my libido actually.
If you were a Platonist, that would be the highest and most valuable relationship possible. (Perhaps that's why I like parts of Plato; he's awkward about sex, too. Or, rather, he thinks it's a bad influence except for necessary procreation needs.) Even with the my closest relationships, I find that the desire for mental understanding and emotional and physical closeness far outweighs anything overtly sexual. | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
 alchemy_hisoka | | Subject: | (I apologize for the venting) | | Link: | (Link) | | Time: | 2008-06-16 09:26 pm (UTC) |
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| I've not exactly been at my most confident lately for reasons I haven't talked about to anyone else. Basically, one person who I thought I was, not close friends, but good friends with for two years and from whom I never detected any deception never responded to my messages after graduation and I've questioned her sincerity during the entire time we were in university, especially as she seemed to be ignoring me my junior year.
The person I made friends with first in Swansea hasn't stayed in contact with me.
One person whom I used to be very close with has contacted another of our friends and not me.
I don't hold myself blameless; I'm not very good at staying on top of communications outside of LiveJournal, dislike using phones, and have been known to have weeks of extremely introverted moods. It just hurts. Not a single friendship I made with people at university - the few that they were and not including professors - held together.
It surprises me when people actually do care and keep their promises.
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lady_noremon | | Subject: | Re: (I apologize for the venting) | | Link: | (Link) | | Time: | 2008-06-16 11:05 pm (UTC) |
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| | I will try to reply better when I can, but darling you are my bestest-friend ever. If I cant be here/there for you I dont know what! I have never had a friend like you. I still dont think I deserve you at times and I am so thankful it hurts that I have you in my life. Im scared that I fuck-it-up ame lose you or something. | | (Reply) (Parent) (Thread) |
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