Yeah I am fucking dreading Thursday. It's such a fucking heart-break for me. This year I had thought I'f get to spend it with my honey, but now I have no-one. I want to kiss & all that jazz.

I know hisensei808is going through the same thing with the fucking single on Saint Valentine's Day bit, but yeah I have the added 'bonus' of the cloying questions in my chest & the panic.

I am not to be left alone on the 14th, at all. I need to get through it and shit but I can't be alone. I'm too scared and depressed. I repeat I am to be supervised and to have support then. I do not want my 4th panic-attack of the month.