February 10th, 2013

Sniper Wolf01

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I am not even going to try to express in words how low I feel right now. How panicky & upset, and everything else. Right now I do not even feel like it matters even if I did try. I don't know if I can even try contacting anyone. It is late at night here, and of who I want to talk to I don't want to bother, or I am afraid to do so. But I feel so, so alone & it's all crushing in. I can't seem to stop shaking, and I really just don't know what to do.

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I had things I was going to post about. That "Iron Chef" inspired Asparagus Nest I made for a pouched egg, or the Porkchops with Asparagus Cream Sauce that I made by blending-up the hard ends of asparagus in bouillon & such, and using different spices than usual. And there were a few things I was trying to draw & write. I had a pretty good start to the weekend. Nicki is feeling better (he had another bladder infection), I finished "The Prisoner", made blueberry bran muffins (with added Red River cereal { http://twitpic.com/c20jxb }), watched "Static Shock", and even got to talk to someone I hadn't in awhile. I worked on writing a letter to someone very dear (since I have not the capacity for e-mail, but I'm hella worried), and a few people were happy about stuff I sent them. I even set-up ladynoremon_box. But things happened, and right now I feel like I'm drowning. The air doesn't want to enter my lungs, and my body is so heavy.

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