December 28th, 2012

ArmandLestat

"As The World Falls Down"


"I'll paint you mornings of gold, I'll spin you valentine evenings. Though we're strangers 'till now, we're choosing the path between the stars. I'll leave my love between the stars."
Soundtrack {HERE}


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I have things I need to respond to, and things I might update about (pictures, & "Doctor Who"), but I had Christmas to deal with and now that I'm finished that and my Seven for The ZE Fans Collab Project I plan to watch old movies & sleep for the next few days (I am mourning that a lot of my old film noirs developed mould on the VHSes and were thrown-out). I am just feeling so exhausted, pointless, & worthless right now. I wish I had better things to comfort or say, and that I wasn't so anxious, especially to contact people. I wish when I did put myself out & vulnerable that I just didn't end-up feeling stupid. I didn't post a wishlist or anything this year because I didn't feel like it mattered if I did or not, and most of the things I want are immaterial or pathetic. I did manage to clean part of my room finally though.